The
veiled bird
In a
magical kingdom, a bird sat on a branch, her eyes directed in sad subjection
toward the mirror providing the
invisible cage of her soul.
"If
only I was not so bleak looking. I'm an aberration of nature in this magical,
vibrant kingdom."
The
thought supplied another layer of weigh flattening her already crushed spirit.
"My
eyes are so dull and without life. My feathers are faded and bedraggled."
As if
needing confirmation, she tried to spread her wings, only to have them trapped
and restricted by the ashen veil covering her whole being.
"I'll
never fly like the other birds. Never leave traces of rainbows. I'm doomed to sit right here, hidden
mercifully by this shroud supplied by those who first recognized my abhorrent
existence.
Emitting
a soulful shriek, the bird recalled the totality of the agony plastering the
bleak and worn road of her miserable life.
On a
nearby branch, unnoticed by the mourner of the incomplete demise, another bird
sat, admiring the soulful song and the graceful dance of despair.
"What
a beautiful sad song. I feel her pain...it pierces my heart. If only I could
provide relief!"
The bird
called out, announcing his presence.
No answer
was received. So, the unnoticed companion, spellbound by a metallic ray of sun
rendering the first bird bathed in a cloak of light and splendid color shining
through the veil, stayed put, waiting to be received by an open, bleeding
heart.
After a
small eternity, the first bird ceased its indulgent, self-castigating dance.
Her eyes
fell on the patient visitor.
"What's
wrong with you? Why are you here, sitting with one as ugly and miserable as me?
I was outcast by my parents, have no friends.
Life itself placed a curse on me. Can't you see I'm shackled to this
mirror and this veil?"
Not being
able to detect any bonds, the visitor replied cheerfully:
"I
heard your song, observed your dance, and it drove me to seek you out. I noticed
the resplendent colors of your feathers and their unique, vibrant beauty. Come
with me! Leave this veil and this mirror. I can show you the splendor of life-
and you will find the beauty I see in you."
"You
are deluded! Why are you trying to trick me with your lies? If I believe you
and throw off this veil, I will be naked, cold, and vulnerable. If I leave the
mirror, I might forget how truly abhorrent I am. I will get lost in the reflection of what
others see."
With
that, the bird turned back to its mirror, every now and then flapping her
wings, injuring them further in the barbs contained in the veil.
For a
long time, the visitor stayed on the branch, braving hunger, cold, and
loneliness.
Finally,
leaving behind a shimmering tear, it flew off, needing to sustain its own life.
After
another while, the first bird turned and noticed she was once again alone.
"Here
we go again. Alone." A silver sigh lifted on the gentle breeze like the
feather of a fallen angel.
The veil
became darker, heavier, and, shivering, the bird wrapped herself tighter into
its lulling comfort against the frigid setting of the sun.
Author's note: To all those amazing
birds whose beauty enriches my existence.
BEL
10-23-12
photo from:
http://www.rukshanahooda.com/galary.php?id=93&pgno=4